Hey how are you guy’s doing? My name is Guy. I woke up a couple of years ago and I’m having problems with being happy and visualizing an awesome happy existence in the 4th density. I really don’t feel any connection with anything. I look at the chem trails over my house everyday and worry about what’s going to happen with my kids. They both have headaches everyday probably from the wireless in their schools. I know that something is happening to me and understand that I am something other than what I thought I was and that the world is definitely not what I had thought it was. I have had four different mediums and a energy healer tell me that I am an earth angel and that I am here to spread my energy to make a difference in the world. I always laughed and told them that they were crazy. I have been a union glazier most of my life and lived in Las Vegas for years of debauchery and craziness and working on casino glass, but always had an underlying understanding that I was here for something that I wasn’t quite aware of. I also felt the need to stick up for the downtrodden and less fortunate people I could always put myself in their place and feel their pain literally. I haven’t met anyone like me and everyone thinks I am completely crazy. I do sliding glass door repair and feel the need to try to wake my customers up. The customers that I feel are ready for an awakening are very ready others not so much, but I can tell who’s who. I have always felt people’s energy and have been able to avoid the people that don’t have your best interests at heart. My wife has known that I was an angel before we got married 25 years ago. She has been in communication with the light side since she was a kid. She gets messages for me and understands what’s happening and knows what’s going on with me, but can’t tell me because it will ruin my path, evidently. Anyway I was just wondering whether anyone had experienced the negativity that I am going through. I am worried to death for my kids. I really am not worried about myself. My wife I think it’s going to be ok, but it would be great if I got a inner understanding of what’s going on so that I don’t have to worry about the crazy crap that the darker side is putting us through. I have watched your videos for a long time and they have helped me get through a lot of stuff and I appreciate what you guys do. Thanks, Guy
Hi Guy, I remember feeling lost and stuck in the heavy dark energies after awakening to the unbelievable truth that has happened to us and other in our recent and distant past. I remember speaking to someone, but I don’t remember who. I was told that the first half of the awakening process was over and it was time to learn more truth. I asked, “what more truth can there be? This is horrible, why would anyone want to live here knowing all the horrible things that have happened in our past and all that is happening now?” Her response was, “It is only half of the truth. The other half you will have to find on your own. It can only be answered by going within. The truth would be found in your heart.” After I was told this I spent more time practicing breathing techniques, meditating and researching “Ascension and Raising our Frequency.” This video might be helpful to you. The higher or tighter our vibration, the closer to truth we become. After I found my truth, I have opened my eyes each morning thankful to have another day to play. I wish you well and remember to keep an open mind and practice breathing techniques as this will speed up the process of finding your true-self. The more we realize we are one, the more we will begin to love one another unconditionally. 🙂
Thanks for sharing your story Guy. It sounds like you have a wonderful family foundation and certainly a very supportive life partner in your wife. It can be such a dizzying somersault to “wake up” as you say, so abruptly, and to feel so disconnected with others in your life you used to sympathize with. The overall theme for you that I’m getting is “acceptance and letting go.” It’s going to be important for you to accept that not everyone in your life will be open and ready to know what you know. You may find yourself so excited to share the knowledge, but understand that each individual has their own divine timing for awakening. You are already in tune with this with your customers. We have to meet people where they are; friends, co-workers, and even other family members are on their own path and will not understand. We can only be there for them when they are, as it sounds like your wife has done with you. It’s ok. Keep reaching out, connecting and finding others who do understand.
The other thing I’d like to mention is that once you have an awakening (as Jamie has had and I’ve witnessed) you really have to carve out a completely new life for yourself and that takes time. Let go of the old habits and explore new enjoyments for yourself. If you used to watch the mainstream news, which is full of negativity in all formats on tv and online, then perhaps let that go and instead find more positive stories to read and share. I speak from personal experience when I say that just this one change has had a HUGE positive impact in our lives and our children’s as well. Our children feed off of our emotional energy and that absolutely gets charged by having negative news stories running in the backgrounds of our homes. It may also be necessary to let go of other friends and relationships that are no longer serving you in a positive way. I know this is very hard to accept sometimes. I hold on to the saying that many relationships have a “reason and a season” and oftentimes if you reevaluate you’ll find some are past their season and keeping you from your best self.
Jamie went through this stage we like to call it “going down the rabbit hole” for several years leading up to his awakening. This sounds similar to what you’re going through. He was so angry about the chemtrails, our government and the Illuminati. It’s infuriating and can and will paralyze you with fear. It’s important to go through this stage because it’s a stage of learning about how the negative constructs of our world here work. Eventually though, it will be equally as important to move out of that fear based learning and move into an acceptance and love based life. By recognizing and honoring the negativity that is out there we can appreciate that it is there for a purpose, for without the darkness how could we ever know the light? There is beauty in duality and it is present in all aspects of life. You can teach this to your children by turning it into an ongoing game (Jamie and I do this often). What are some dualities you can find in life? Two sides to a coin. Our reflection in a mirror. The Yin and Yang bumper sticker on someone’s car. The good thing that happened in school or at work and the upsetting challenge you faced. Next, we question “What did we learn from it?” We can teach our children how to move through their fears by facing them head on, talking about them and making a positive action plan for dealing with them. By doing so we learn so much more for ourselves. I no longer fear for our children and grandchildren. I see a world less judgmental and more loving with the younger generations. I choose to see it, and by doing so I actually SEE so many positive examples. A boy holding the door for an elderly lady at the restaurant. A teenager sewing teddy bears to give to children who are hurting. There is a tipping of the scales that is coming with the younger generations. You can choose to see the beauty in the new inventions and exciting advancements in science and share this with your own kids. We are constantly sharing these with our own early 20-something kids. Finding these uplifting stories and teaching it to them, I think will go a long way towards helping you move out of the fear, Guy. Their future will be something we can’t yet fully imagine, but I choose to imagine it as something as bright as that awakening you yourself have had.
I recommend you watch Kryon’s latest video “When the butterfly flaps” and also watch the many Spirit Science videos here or read Jordan Duchnycz’s Spirit Science books with your children. They are wonderful for all ages!
Sending you much love and peace,
Jamie & Shannon
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