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How we met and a Dream that became more… (Shannon’s version)

It was the first day of school, 6th grade band and my best friend and I were checking out the room for cute boys.  Jamie and his best friend caught my eye and I mentioned it to her.  It’s true I dated his best friend first and he dated mine, we were just kids.  We eventually swapped and dated each other.  He was funny, the class clown and he was so full of energetic life.  Being so shy and reserved myself, I was really attracted to his energy.  Our first kiss was after school at the front gateway among a hoard of other students pushing to get to their buses.  We “dated” each other off and on through middle school.  In 7th grade I started having a reoccurring dream about Jamie. I never told anybody until many years later for fear they would say I was just a foolish child. It was a vision of us married and to my 12-year-old self we were much older, I guessed in our thirties. I saw our general body shapes, we were taller, wider and I wasn’t sure Jamie had hair. We looked oddly different as adults and we had several children, although I can’t remember the exact amount it was more than three. In the vision our kids were also older, close in age, and they were all going to high school together.  I could not see their faces even though after several of these dreams I seemed to be trying really hard; I wanted to know what our children would look like! Overall, the dream became a comfort to me in an extremely difficult time of abuse in my life; it became a beacon of secret hope for my future. The message was loud and clear: I HAD a future and it was a happy one.

In 8th grade and through the early parts of high school, I didn’t see Jamie much, but he lived closed to my grandparents house and would occasionally skateboard there to say hi and show off. I felt so calm in this secret knowledge that we would end up together one day when the time was right. And even though I had a serious boyfriend in high school and we did not share classes or the same social circles, Jamie and I had these intense moments between us throughout the halls between classes.  We would both secretly follow each other taking the long routes around, just to be near each other for as many minutes as possible, never saying a word and only sometimes catching each other’s eyes.  We thought it was our secret world, but eventually my boyfriend must have noticed the looks and felt our energy.  It was loud enough that he pulled Jamie to the side one day and told him to stay away from me! I didn’t know this until a few years later and Jamie never was good at listening to orders…

Fast forward to 20 years later, we did marry and a lot of life was lived. Our 4 children were beginning 12th, 11th, 9th and 4th grades and they were posed in our driveway for the obligatory first day of school photo. I was stunned by the vision of them standing there; the dream came rushing back to me in an instant. I realized it had come true down to every detail, what we looked like…how happy we were. I immediately called Jamie and said, “You’re never going to believe what just happened, this is the year of the dream”! He knew exactly what I meant. It was a very profound moment of synchronicity.

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Volleyball in the Keys 1990

The summer before 11th grade and my possessive, older boyfriend had graduated and gone off to boot camp when Jamie ran into my Mom at the local shopping plaza late in the night. She always loved Jamie and told him “that guy” was gone for the summer and to come rescue me. She gave him our new address, which was fairly close to his house. One day he showed up on his bike and we talked out in the apartment courtyard. He kept saying he wanted me and that I knew we were meant to be together.  I acted like I didn’t know what he was talking about, but I knew and I also knew he was right. I felt some kind of honorable obligation to my boyfriend, so I initially fought it. But, as in all things regarding Jamie I was powerless to his loving demands. The simple lesson in this is your heart recognizes the truth whenever you hear it.

We spent the most amazing summer together swimming in the lake by our house and listening to music. At the end of the summer, I asked Jamie to give me some space to try to break up with the military boyfriend.  As I mentioned, he was possessive and I was fearful of him stalking me and just not taking it well. I also told Jamie that under no circumstances was he to contact me until he was done with any affiliation to his neighborhood gang… That just wasn’t him and he had no business there and he needed the time to sort that out. It was a hard line for me. He also wasn’t attending school; but I knew his potential and that this was a case of “one step at a time.”

In the first months of 11th grade, I was still trying to figure out how to break up with that guy. I knew it was over for a long time, but I was very scared. One day at lunch Jamie’s best friend from middle school sat next to me and said he was under strict orders from Jamie to go to the school’s payphone and to put me on the line. This was pretty laughable at the time, 1- Jamie was too much of a jokester to be making “demands” and 2- His best friend who was still trying to “play” me was the one bringing it to me. After some negotiating I finally decided I needed to hear this. I remember his first words to me were “It’s time.” That might have been the first truly sincere, non-joking thing he’d ever said to me and in that moment I knew we would both move heaven and earth to make it work. He convinced me to drive to his house that day. I knew he was shooting pool and looking out the windows at my car sitting idle at the stop sign and I wanted him to come out and prove his words.  He didn’t come outside, so I drove away without looking back. I was never one to make it easy for him…

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Inseparable since 1990

 

Click here to read Jamie’s Story:

“Here is a little history of my life. At the age of 10, I met a girl who would someday be my wife; her name is Shannon. I knew from the moment that I laid my eyes upon her that we would share most of our lives together. This was my first experience with the divine connection, this feeling of knowing. It was a feeling of such strength there was no questioning it.

Dimensional Shifting

During my Awakening I was able to see/feel everything from each different perspective of life and these are what I felt in this order. If you would like to read about my story that goes into detail, I have posted it here. If you have any questions I will try my hardest to answer them the best I can. Just leave a comment or message me on Twitter.

3-D Your Physical Perspective
4-D Your non-physical Perspective
5-D Perceiving all your Possibilities
6-D Earth’s Perspective
7-D Solar Perspective
8-D Galactic Perspective
9-D Universal Perspective
10-D The Void – No perspective
11-D Multiverse/Atom/The One or God Perspective
12-2-D is the looping back through you – Innate Perspective

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Happy Awakening Everyone and thank you so much for liking & sharing this. It really feels good to know people are interested in this 🙂

 

Tash from MetaSouls.org goes into detail about it in a few of these videos.


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Everything and No Thing Expanding and Contracting

An Image of all that ever was and Is

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Spreading infinitely in every possible direction.

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Blending and Mixing in every possible configuration.

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Twisting together, creating a beautiful vortex then separating into every possibility.

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Then separating again and again.

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Creating a Universe

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That Universe is you filled with endless possibilities.

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For one main purpose.

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It asks you

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as both of you come closer

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And in a split second, you decide you want to know, so you both turn around

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“The Meeting”

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You can’t grasp the situation yet, but deep down you know. It all rushes back to you.

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You have been separated for so long, you both reach to hold each other

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 God absorbs all of your past pain, Love fills your Soul as you become One

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The contraction has begun, Ascension is the returning home.

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It may take a very long time but at least we now know, We are Love.

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 The contraction and expansion are actually happening at the same time now, reversed and  going in opposite directions.

I can’t wait to see what the future holds for us all. It is quite an amazing time. The possibilities are endless.

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Duality is over, now it seems I have shifted into Tri-ality

A mix of duality with the knowledge of God. Serving the interest of all 3. Is this the beginning of 5D

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 Namaste and I Love

Jamie Hendon

P.s. my awakening may very from yours

The Galactic Historian and the Akashic Records

The Galactic Historian and the Akashic Records – 20 part interview

This has got to be one of the most interesting interviews I have ever seen. Not for the close minded….

Andrew Bartzis is a Reiki master and Shaman with the unique ability of being able to access multiple Akashic Records at will. Known as the Galactic Historian, he is able to read and share individual, cultural, global, and galactic histories with those who come to him. As an active healer and psychic reader for nearly 20 years, his goal is to help the world around him by sharing information from a sacred neutral state. By sharing the power of contract revocations, he helps individuals reclaim their sovereign free will. You can learn more about soul contracts and Andrew’s work at Galactichistorian.com

The Complete Playlist Here

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Part 4

Part 5

Part 6

Part 7

Part 8

Part 9

Part 10

Part 11

Part 12

Part 13

Part 14

Part 15

Part 16

Part 17

Part 18

Part 19

Part 20

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Akashic Records, The 7th Dimension & Sacred Soul Energy with Andrew Bartzis BuzzSaw interview 

An Energetic Experience in the larger reality

Namaste, fellow consciousness explorers!

Those of you familiar with Tom Campbell’s book & lectures on his “My Big TOE” theory will understand what I was trying to accomplish in perceiving a “larger reality”. Here’s a meaningful experience that I had mid-October 2014. As a preface, I will try to abbreviate all phenomena of astral projection, lucid dreaming, etc. as Non Physical Reality (NPR).

It’s common for me to have active energy systems while in the NPR body. The best way I can explain this is that I do a lot of chakra energy meditations & visualizations. In NPR, I can see my own as well as other entities’ chakra system and the general health of that system by exclaiming “Chi” and focusing. In fact, in one experience of NPR, I was able to discern a succubus with this method who was trying to siphon energy into her own system which was missing a few chakra. Unique to my own practice, I fly by energizing the Manipura (solar plexus chakra of willpower). It’s similar to inhaling and focusing on the area, which allows me to lift like a balloon (though infinitely more agile) and then maneuver how I wish.

So, on to the experience. Please excuse my rambling personal insights mixed into the story.

I awoke to vibrations and tried to separate, but was stuck in my physical body, so I relaxed more and made a concentrated mental effort. I projected into a different home/apartment building than my own and using William Buhlman’s coined phrase, I exclaimed “Higher self now!” to ground the experience and open to my true self. This was something I’ve never done before, but I am proficient enough to regularly exclaim “clarity/vividity now” and several other commonly used NPR terms, but had decided that it was worth a try after listening to some of Campbell’s TOE lectures online. As an aside, I believe the throat chakra to be extremely powerful in NPR. It’s rare that speaking my will out loud has not produced my immediate intent or failed to produce any result of some kind.

Reaching out with my mind, I wanted to experience the larger reality and I ended up in a mall-like building made up of several smaller spaces or “shops”. Each with different contents and separate purposes all housed inside a larger building.

This experience lasted for a very long time. It felt even longer than the longest lucid dream I’ve had, which has been significantly long. I’m mid-thirties now, and I’ve been lucid dreaming since childhood, so I can comfortably say that I’ve done this kind of thing for over 25 years. This experience felt like hours, though. It was so long that I became aware of the fact that I might not remember everything, but I just couldn’t end the experience. I wanted to explore.

I’ve never had much trouble getting around in NPR, but in this new, “larger reality” my first attempt was awkward and it took a few tries to figure out how to get around. Basically, the realization of “Oh yeah, I’m still not physical” while in the NPR state was all I needed to ground the situation. I see that awkwardness or obstacle as an adjustment to a deeper, inner level of awareness. I don’t anticipate needing the same adjustment next time, but it was surprising in hind-sight since I don’t recall ever having trouble getting around NOR.

I began to walk around this “mall” and explored for awhile. Basically, I was walking around trying to figure out what the place really was and what all the local “shops” were for. I met lots of entities and my internal perception was seeing all different kinds of alien races much like a stereotypical Sci-Fi “universal mall” would appear on film with lots of colorful characters.

One particular entity was awesome to talk to. Surprisingly, he was in the role of a bartender and as I approached I said “Namaste.” to him and bowed slightly. This was also something I’ve never done in NPR, but for some reason I felt compelled to show him respect. He smiled at this and said something to the effect of “I see you are open.” and was excited to talk, like it doesn’t happen often that he gets to converse with people here. I found that odd, because despite being a bartender in a crowded room, he didn’t have any customers seated on the bar stools.

I introduced myself and that I was from Earth. He talked about the “mall” and how its visual appearance was the way I was able to perceive or process the larger reality right now at this moment. The “bartender” was full of wisdom and told me about the other inhabitants, kind of like a tour guide. Talking with him was the largest part of my experience and unfortunately, I don’t remember all that he said because of the length of the experience, but the psychic and empathic tones of his message are still bright in my mind today.

There were two particularly loathsome looking entities near an area where people were playing a game (some version of pool/billiards) that reminded me of a fat, bloated, blob-ish version of Gollum from “The Lord of The Rings”. The bartender told me about them and that they were repugnant. I went to watch the game being played, and as I was observing the game, the blob-ish creatures came near and were trying to draw energy from me. I wasn’t afraid, and didn’t even feel a basic pity for them. However, I was now aware of their repugnance first-hand and that it was their way of being – nothing more, nothing less. Like an animal eating another animal, that was their food, the energy of others. However, it felt that they weren’t technically supposed to be doing that here, hence the bartender’s aversion to them.

I held out my right hand as if to tell them to approach no further, when I noticed there was white light coming from my palm and shining on the creatures. I am, of course, aware of hand chakra energy, but this experience was unique because I had never perceived their energy in this manner before. I turned my hand over and saw an exquisite circular seal with designs and runes inscribed all around it in light, slowly rotating around my palm. Perhaps it was Hebrew or Sanskrit. Definitely something similar to it, though I don’t read those languages. Putting my palm back out to them, white hand chakra energy came from it and repelled them. It was at this moment that I was awakened to my inner energies and was able to remember how to will myself to fly and go places in the “mall” with the speed of my intention.

I began popping in and out of different places in the mall, enjoying the rediscovered inner power, but time was drawing to a close and I could feel it. Somehow, I just knew it was time for me to leave and as I began to, I approached an exit corridor. A “T” junction on its side, having 4 doors. One door that I just stepped through to get here, on my right was a double door exit, and ahead was another path and door. I left through the double doors but was immediately drawn to come back inside. I turned and frantically opened one of the double doors, afraid that I was missing something and at that very moment of opening the door, I was met by an old “usher”. She had a warm smile and short grey hair and welcomed me back, saying that someone was waiting for me. She pointed in the direction of the path and door in the “T” junction which I hadn’t gone through before I left.

When I looked in that direction, I saw another entity that I immediately knew somehow and was filled with a glorious, warm, all consuming light and love. I couldn’t make out her form, only this loving energy. This somehow familiar, but definitely female entity asked me if this was my true form. Filling myself with as much joy and energy as I could, I floated and glowed brightly saying “yes” and showing her my higher self. She showed me her form was a small white ape-like creature with blue eyes. I picked her up, began petting and hugging her tightly. There was so much joy and happiness!

Then it was time for me to leave and the experience ended, fading from that bright, glorious, loving presence.

Thanks, Jamie, for allowing me to share this wonderful experience! If you wish to follow my daily ramblings, find me on twitter @CosmicLo7us

Lucid Dreaming and Astral Projection

How can I have a Lucid dream or Astral projection?

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This is probably the most frequently asked question I get. First off we should probably explain the definitions:

Lucid dreaming occurs when you are dreaming and are aware that you are in fact dreaming. Once you become lucid (aware) in your dream, you can control all of the dream characters, albeit with some practice. You can fly in a lucid dream, go out with Brad Pitt/Angelina Jolie, go hang gliding, or even shape shift into a cat and see what that’s like. Knock yourself out (you can even do that!). You’re only limited by your imagination.

Astral projection, or out of body experiences, occur when your soul or consciousness leaves your body and enters a realm known as the astral plane. This is not the dream plane. This is an entirely different place, and it’s definitely not Kansas!

Comparison

Let’s compare lucid dreaming and astral projection so that you’ll see how distinctly separate these two experiences are.

In lucid dreaming:
•You are asleep
•Your experience is a dream
•Your location is whereever you wish it to be (desert, ocean, future, past, mom’s house, etc.)
•Your consciousness is still inside your body
•You can control the environment and characters
•When the experience is over, you simply wake up

In astral projection:
•You awaken, then you project
•Your experience is real
•Your experience begins in your bedroom, or wherever your body is
•Your consciousness is outside of your body, and your body is left with none
•You can manipulate your environment in the astral realm (somewhat), but you cannot control the actions of the inhabitants of the astral plane.
•When the experience is over, you return to your body and merge your consciousness back into it

Do you have to know how to lucid dream in order to astral project?

No. You could potentially learn astral projection without ever learning lucid dreaming. There are some people who can simply lay down on a couch and in a couple of minutes totally separate out of their body. It’s difficult, but possible. The skill of being able to project your consciousness out of your body is something that can be practiced to a point where you could potentially leave your body while dining at a restaurant or sitting in a movie theater. However, I can definitely say that being an accomplished lucid dreamer will help you learn astral projection.

I recall one experience where I laid down on my bed to take an afternoon nap and immediately, instantly, went out of body. I literally thought I had died because it was the first time I astral projected from a totally awake, not-coming-out-of-sleep state. I stood there looking down at my body thinking, “Holy hell-in-a-handbasket, Batman! What just happened?” It was trippy and unnerving and I just got right back into my body. Fear of death will do that to you.

How can we use the skill of lucid dreaming to facilitate an astral experience?

Mastering the art of lucid dreaming comes with a great side effect. You learn how to wake your mind up while keepingyour body asleep. And that is a skill you need for conscious astral projection. In order to separate out your consciousness from its shell – your body – you need to learn how to move your consciousness out of your body andinto your astral vehicle, as it’s called. Your astral vehicle is simply your astral body. Think of it like putting your consciousness into a ghostly body. It’s not quite that simple, but it will do for now. So once you’ve become a master at keeping your body asleep while your mind is totally awake and conscious, you’re halfway there.

So how does astral projection take place?

The best and easiest way to learn how to astral project is to learn lucid dreaming first. Listen to my podcast for tips on how to do that. What you want to do is end your lucid dream with the intent to astral project. As you wake up, you’ll notice your body is totally paralyzed for a few moments. This is to prevent you from acting out your dream. In this state, you want to raise your vibration (you might hear a high-pitched whine or feel a buzzing in your body), and then stretch your astral body out of your physical body. It will feel like you’re moving your physical body. It’s supposed to!! This is because you are leaving your body – all of you is leaving your body – and so it will feel like you are simply stretching out and standing up. But when you look down, you’ll see your body still lying on the bed.

A lot of people make the mistake of thinking they simply cast their awareness outside of their body and experience a dual consciousness, or imagine they are getting up out of their body. No. When you successfully leave your body, it will feel like all of you is standing up while your body is still lying on your bed. You will not feel like you’re still lying in bed. You will not feel like you’re dreaming. You will literally feel like you got out of bed and are standing beside it. You will look down at your body and recognize it but you will not feel your arms lying on the covers, you will not feel your head on the pillow. You will only see it. You may feel a pull or tug, however. This is your astral cord trying to get you back into your body where you feel safe, because let me tell you, the first dozen times you go astral you will want to get back into your body right quick!! Get as far away from your body as fast as you can and the tugging sensation will dissipate rapidly. When you’re ready to go back to your body, just think about it and your cord will snap you back. If you get into any trouble out there, call for the angels or your spirit guides to help you. They’ll get you back where you belong.

Other tidbits you need to know

Sometimes I will be having a lucid dream followed by a false awakening where I will dream that I am astral projecting. That’s not an astral projection. Still a dream. If Brad Pitt shows up in your astral experience, you’re just dreaming. Sometimes I will actually begin to have an astral experience but not make it fully out of my body. So frustrating. If my will is not strong enough to get out of my body, I will often snap into a lucid dream very quickly. Not astral, but still a cool experience.

Sometimes people successfully go astral but don’t leave their body! What a waste of a great experience. In this case you vibrate your frequency high enough to get out but you don’t actually stretch out of your body and go anywhere. I’ve done this many, many times. You are in an astral state, you are plugged in to the astral realm, but you simply aren’t going anywhere. In this state, you may attract the attention of some entities who may not be very nice, who will come and look at you, or talk to you, or try to suck your energy away. I wouldn’t let them.

In still other cases, there are beings who can separate your astral body from your corporeal body for you. Some of them are nice, and others are not so nice. If you have friends who are good at astral projection, they can come and encourage you to leave your body. This is so very tricky and requires some precision timing, but it can be done if you’re all really serious about it.

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Here is a video to help

Part 3 The Days Leading up to my Awakening ~ Lucid Dreams

To start at the beginning of my story Read Part 1 here…

Lucid Dreams, 2003

About 10 years ago in about 2003, I was living life day to day like most everyone not thinking about death just working and worrying about food, bills, mortgage— you know, the usual stuff we think about. I was transitioning from service technician into sales and I started having very vivid dreams; what I now know to be lucid dreams.  Well, this one particular dream was happening every night for about a week, it seemed as if I was watching a recording over and over.

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It was the same exact dream every night: the dream was about flying just above the tree tops about 25 mph but I was covering more ground than possible at that speed my arms were spread wide open and I was heading north. I knew I was heading north because after awhile snow started to appear on the ground. When I finally got to my destination I was standing on the shore of a huge lake that seemed to be the beginning of a river, there was snow capped mountains off to my right and the most beautiful scenery I could’ve ever imagined. I remember talking to someone and they impressed upon me that I wasn’t ready. Then, right after those words were spoken I was rushed back— as if sucked back into my body and I awoke. This happened many times over a 2 week period. I had this urge to be ready for what I did not know. I just knew that I wanted to be ready.

The Bottle Brush of Love, 2010

In 2010, I was late for work driving south and I decided to take a road off the main highway through the country, one that I had never gone down before but knew that it was a possible shortcut. As I was driving, I felt this wonderful feeling of being alive and noticed all the flowers and trees as I drove; being late was the last thing on my mind.

“I was staring up at the trees and the sky and this ball of light started flying towards me from very far away and in a flash it entered my body through the car. It felt as if someone had taken a huge bottle brush and cleaned out my insides, “my soul”, with joy and love.”

You have to realized that at this time I had never really thought about my soul or anything like that.  I was just going about my normal day to day life. Well, when I got to work (on time as it turned out) and I started telling my co-workers what just happened to me, they just looked at me like I was crazy. They wouldn’t even let me finish.  After work I decided to hit a church and talk it over with a pastor; they should know what this means right?  This is un-freaking believable to me— I get to the church and asked to speak to the pastor. I tell him what had happened to me and he acted as if I was crazy too, asking me if I had been doing drugs and so forth. Needless to say I was very disappointed. I figured maybe he was the one that was crazy. They preach about all the amazing things God does and how he comes into your heart and so on, but when it actually happens they can’t believe it. What kind of hypocrisy is that?  That week I went to 7 other churches of all denominations just to see if any of them felt right to me.  Not all of them were in such complete disbelief, but still none of them resonated with me. The last one I went to was a church where I’d installed their fire alarm and I had developed a connection with the pastor over our shared, similar past. Well, even he didn’t have an explanation for me; and basically said what they all were saying,“look to God.”  Hello?!! A large ball of light just penetrated my body and cleaned out my soul and you’re all telling me to look to God and that’s it? No explanation of how it happened.  He did give me a bible and I read a little bit, but left me feeling empty and let down as well.  After such disappointment from everywhere I turned, eventually the great bottle-brush cleansing of love I had felt faded away.

As time passed I would have a flash of that moment pass through my me and feel good and grateful to be alive. This would usually happen as my family and I gathered at the dining room table for dinner. I remember telling them “Can you feel that? The feeling of being alive?” They would just look at me and say, “Oh boy, there he goes again” and would laugh it off and we would continue to eat.

The Days Leading up to my Awakening, 2011

A year or so went by and one night after leaving our friends house I lay down in my bed and my mind was awakened with the sight of an infinite universe going on forever, repeating itself, and changing just slightly each time.  After this happened I knew I had to get to the bottom of it and get some answers, this sense of urgency came over me, so I start watching videos on online about the Universe. At this point it had been two years since we disconnected from cable TV and we only watched certain shows online… Television Programming  is just that— “Programming ” and I feel that removing that from my life is what led to what was about to come.

My obsession with finding out how everything works took me into the deeps of this world and I traveled “deep down the rabbit hole” almost to the point of no return. First, it was about space, then it went to quantum physics, next it was Illuminati and how the world is controlled by a small group of people.  This outraged me, the discovery that I was a sheep in their game of life, not even knowing the darkness of these people. Next, came all the singers and super stars and how they must be connected to the Illuminati and how most were killed just before coming out to the public about the Illuminati.  After that, the rage in my heart could not take any more and I came across David Wilcock, The Pleadians, and the Galactic Federation of Light: Meditation, Chakras, raising your frequency, and a lot of post about “all are one.” This brought my awareness of love to a new level but it was all so confusing and everything seemed to contradict one another. I couldn’t take it anymore.

I WANTED TO KNOW THE TRUTH and I didn’t care what it was, I just wanted to know, I had to know the truth!

The date was 12-4-11.  My wife was away at her sister’s for the weekend for a baby shower. I had been feverishly searching the web all weekend long trying to find the answers and yet all I got was more contradicting stories from every outlet that I came across. By the end of the weekend I came to believe that if I raised my frequency I would match the frequency of the world I wanted to live in.  Well this is somewhat true, but what I had imagined could be far from it. That night I lay down in bed and said to myself, “I’m going to do this, I’m going to open my chakras by raising my frequency”… I was ready.

So I put my head down on my pillow and stilled myself and tried not to think of anything.  I focused on the ringing tone in my head (which some people call tinnitus, I now call it “static of the cosmos”) and after 20 minutes of nothing happening I almost gave up, but I thought to try raising the tone and see what happened.  I discovered I could do it pretty well as I had been practicing this for about a month. I got to the point where the tone coincided with a vibration I felt coming from my feet working its way up my legs. The tone was very high at this point and to be honest I got a little scared as to what might happen. So, I stopped and promised I would do it again tomorrow when my wife was there to watch me to make sure nothing bad happened.

 To read about my Kundalini Awakening Continue here… 

 

 

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