Awakening Our Truth

What is a Kundalini Awakening?

Hi, I’m Jamie, and I’m not what you would call, a spiritual guru.

I’m just a guy who had a Kundalini Awakening on December 5th, 2011. After that night I made a promise to myself that as long as I remained here completing this journey with my wonderful wife, that I would try my hardest to awaken as many souls as I could before leaving and at the bare minimum peek the interest of many so that one day in the near future this world can become what it should be, A beautiful learning center for the soul. My wife and childhood sweetheart, Shannon, is what you would call an old soul. She was present during my awakening and has her own unique perspective on these things. Awakening Our Truth is our labor of love and a shared experience for us all. We are all one, and it’s not just some cool saying. There is only One and we are all projections of that one. If you are reading this, it is probably a good assumption that you are prepared to take the next step in your spiritual journey.
Please remember, you are your own person and you should only believe what resonates with your soul… and with that.

Here is our story…  if you would rather watch the video instead of reading Click here

The beginning of us: tumblr_nouvogwaYc1s68un8o1_1280

Here is a little history of my life. At the age of 10, I met a girl who would someday be my wife; her name is Shannon. I knew from the moment that I laid my eyes upon her that we would share most of our lives together. This was my first experience with the divine connection, this feeling of knowing. It was a feeling of such strength, there was no questioning it. It felt like it was meant to be and even though, my best friend asked her out before I could, they eventually broke up and I began seeing her sometime later. I know, I know, you’re not supposed to date your buddy’s ex-girlfriend, but it was meant to be and I knew it, besides I saw her first Haha. We dated off and on throughout middle school and high school. I remember the last time we broke up. It was as if we knew we were supposed to be together but we were not ready. We looked at each other and kissed goodbye for what would be our last breakup kiss.

After that I just tried to focus on other things, until the time was right…. you know that feeling, the one where you have to wait but don’t want to hurt while you’re waiting? Yeah, it sucks.
I had friends in all the clicks in the entire school: the band members, the head bangers, the jocks, the skaters, the mechanics, and then I took a wrong turn and started hanging out with the gangs; they took me down a very dark and painful path of violence and disobedience that I knew was wrong. Then it got really bad, It had gotten to the point where I didn’t care if I had died or not, there was nothing for me here.

Then I realized from going through all of that I just wanted to stay alive, and that was the last time I made it back to school. I just knew that if I went back I would end up dead.

The heart recognizes the truth:

My second experience with the divine was when Shannon and I were not seeing each other and hadn’t for about a year. I had another girlfriend but there didn’t seem to be any feelings there, at least not like the feelings I had when I was with Shannon. A month or two before this I bumped into Shannon’s mother and she asked me why we weren’t dating anymore. I explained to her that we would get back together when the time was right. After spending about five minutes with her mother, she told me to call Shannon and gave me their new number. Well, Shannon was dating an older guy that was going into the military and I was dating a girl who was away for the summer, so I just brushed it off like nothing and ended up losing her number. A week later I was at the lake clubhouse and Shannon showed up. I was playing ping pong with my buddys and I knew I couldn’t go over to her because they would get suspicious, I continued to play ping pong all day until the last of my friends got tired of hanging out and left me alone. My plan worked and I was finally alone with Shannon swimming in the lake, rekindling our love. The next day I rode my bike to her house to convince her to keep seeing me and we spent the rest of the summer together 😉

She broke my heart at the end of the summer saying she needed time apart, her boyfriend was returning from boot camp and she had to figure it out. I tried to get her to continue to see me but her mind was set and she wouldn’t let me in the house. A few months later, while I was walking into my bathroom this feeling of urgency hit me out of nowhere; it was as if someone grabbed me and told me to break up with my current girlfriend and then call Shannon. I remember looking into the mirror and asking myself, “What the hell is going on”. I hadn’t spoken with Shannon since she ended it with me and my current girlfriend was in my bedroom. This feeling was so strong that I walked out of the bathroom and without hesitation told my girlfriend that she needed to go home. I told her we would never see each other again, which was completely crazy because five minutes prior to me walking into the bathroom we were doing great and there was no issues between us at all. One of my friends was at my house with us when this happened and he couldn’t believe what was going on. Well, when her mother finally arrived and she got in the car and my buddy and my older sister started screaming at me “What the fuck just happened”? They asked if she had said something or done something to upset me, “What the hell is wrong with you?” I explained to them that while I was in the bathroom I had this feeling come over me that was indescribable and it showed me that the path I was taking was a lot different then what I had originally intended. Then I was asked a question,”Is this the life you truly want; can you see this girl in your future?” There was no hesitation in my reply “of course not, there weren’t any feelings there.” The final question in my mind, “Then why do you mislead yourself in a life that you “truly” do not desire?”

Something inside me just clicked, like a piece of a puzzle that snapped into place. It all made sense, why would I continue doing something if it wasn’t benefiting my future? It seemed very selfish, yet it was so very true. I learned a valuable lesson that day: Lying to yourself benefits no one. I vowed never to lie to myself again. As I realized this, I took a deep breath and opened the door to a new life.

I knew it was time to get back together with Shannon. They thought I was loony because they knew Shannon had a boyfriend, they knew that we hadn’t talked in a while and that she’d ended things, and they asked me how the hell was this suppose to play out? I told them that I just knew I was doing the right thing; I knew it in my heart and that is all that mattered. The next day I told my friend to get Shannon to the cafeteria payphone at lunch time and call me. This was the same friend that had dated Shannon before when we were much younger. Well, I had my doubts but it turned out he was there for me when I truly needed him; he called my house from the payphone and had Shannon waiting next to him. We spoke for about one minute and I told her it was time. She told me she was still with her boyfriend and I told her that it didn’t matter, “It is time.” She knew exactly what I meant and gave me her new phone number. That day after school she drove by my house, stopped at the stop sign just in front of my yard and sat there for 5 minutes, then drove away! I ran outside to stop her, but it was too late (this was a horrible feeling). She lived about 30 minutes away and we didn’t have cell phones back then, so I had to wait for her to get home so I could call her!…

When she finally got home and picked up the kitchen phone she told me she was having second thoughts; we talked for a little while and she agreed to come by the next day after school. She did and this time I was waiting outside for her. When her car pulled into my yard, right then at that moment I knew everything was going to be okay. She ended her relationship with her boyfriend and we started our lives together from that moment on.

But, it was just the beginning of our story… I’ll possibly get back to that, let’s get to the awakening.

The days leading up to my Awakening: tumblr_nn63tf5SpX1t9xx7vo2_500

About 10 years ago, I was living life day to day like most everyone not thinking about death just working and worrying about food, bills, mortgage— you know, the usual stuff we think about. I was transitioning from service technician into sales and I started having very vivid dreams; what I now know to be lucid dreams. Well, this one particular dream was happening every night for about a week, it seemed as if I was watching a recording over and over. It was the same exact dream every night: the dream was about flying just above the tree tops about 25 mph but I was covering more ground than possible at that speed my arms were spread wide open and I was heading north. I knew I was heading north because after awhile snow started to appear on the ground. When I finally got to my destination I was standing on the shore of a huge lake that seemed to be the beginning of a river, there was snow capped mountains off to my right and the most beautiful scenery I could have ever imagined. I remember talking to someone and them telling me that I was not ready. Then, right after those words were spoken I was rushed back— as if sucked back into my body and I awoke. This happened many times over a 2 week period. I had this urge to be ready for what I did not know. I just knew that I wanted to be ready.

tumblr_ncmxqp92Aw1rnbafjo1_400A week or two passed and I was late for work driving south and I decided to take a road off the main highway through the country, one that I had never gone down before but knew that it was a possible shortcut. As I was driving, I felt this wonderful feeling of being alive and noticed all the flowers and trees as I drove; being late was the last thing on my mind. I was staring up at the trees and the sky and this ball of light started flying towards me from very far away and in a flash it entered my body through the car and it felt as if someone had just taken a huge bottle brush and cleaned out my insides, “my soul”, with joy and love.

 

tumblr_ncmmoowldv1scud9jo1_1280At this time I had never really thought about my soul or anything like that. I was just going about my normal day to day life. Well, when I got to work (on time as it turned out) and I started trying to tell my co-workers what just happened to me, they just looked at me like I was crazy. They wouldn’t even let me finish. After work I decided to hit a church and talk it over with a pastor; they should know what this means right? This is un-freaking believable— I get to the church and asked to speak to the pastor. I tell him what had happened to m and he acted as if I was crazy too, asking me if I had been doing drugs and so forth. Needless to say I was very disappointed. I figured maybe he was the one that was crazy. They speak of all the amazing things God does and how he comes into your heart and so on, but when it actually happens they can’t believe it. What kind of hypocrisy is that? That week I went to 7 other churches of all denominations just to see if any of them felt right to me; not all of them were in such complete disbelief, but still none of them resonated with me. The last one I went to was a church that I had worked at before hooking up their fire alarm and I became close to the pastor during that time because he had a similar past as me. Well, even he didn’t have an explanation for me; they all were saying the same thing “look to God.” Hello, a large ball of light just penetrated my body and cleaned out my soul and you people are telling me to look to God and that’s it? No explanation of how it happened. He did give me a bible and I read it a little bit, but that as well left me feeling empty. After such disappointment in the reaction from the churches that claimed to know God, eventually this great feeling about that experience faded away.

As time passed I would have a memory of that moment pass through my mind and feel good and grateful to be alive. This would usually happen as my family and I gathered at the dining room table for dinner. I remember telling them “Can you feel that? The feeling of being alive?” They would just look at me and say, “Oh boy, there he goes again” and would laugh it off and we would continue to eat.

tumblr_n4pinxizGa1ryo1qlo1_500A year went by and one night after leaving our friends house I lay down in my bed and my mind was awakened with the sight of an infinite universe going on forever, repeating itself, and changing just slightly each time.

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After this happened I knew I had to get to the bottom of it and get some answers, this sense of urgency came over me, so I start watching shows and videos on online about the Universe. At this time it had been two years since we disconnected from cable TV and we only watched certain shows online… Television Programming is just that.— Programming. and I feel that removing that from my life is what led to what was about to come.

My obsession with finding out how everything works took me into the deeps of this world and I traveled “deep down the rabbit hole” almost to the point of no return. First, it was about space, then it went to quantum physics, next it was Illuminati and how the world is controlled by a small group of people. This outraged me, the discovery that I was a sheep in their game of life, not even knowing the darkness of these people. Next, came all the singers and super stars and how they must be connected to the Illuminati and how most were killed just before coming out to the public about the Illuminati. After that, the rage in my heart could not take any more and I came across David Wilcock, The Pleadians, and the Galactic Federation of Light: Meditation, Chakras, raising your frequency, and a lot of post about “all are one.” This brought my awareness of love to a new level but it was all so confusing and everything seemed to contradict one another. I couldn’t take it anymore; I WANTED TO KNOW THE TRUTH and I didn’t care what it was, I just wanted to know, I had to know the truth.

The date was 12-4-11. 4 months have past since I was thinking of Infinity. My wife was away at her sister’s for the weekend for a baby shower. I had been feverishly searching the web all weekend long trying to find the answers and yet all I got was more contradicting stories from every outlet that I came across. By the end of the weekend I came to believe that if I raised my frequency I would match the frequency of the world I wanted to live in. Well this is somewhat true, but what I had imagined could be far from it. That night I lay down in bed and said to myself, “I’m going to do this, I’m going to open my chakras by raising my frequency”… I was ready.

So I put my head down on my pillow and stilled myself and tried not to think of anything. I focused on the ringing tone in my head (which some people call tinn itus, I now call it “static of the cosmos”) and after 20 minutes of nothing happening I almost gave up, but I thought to try raising the tone and see what happened. I discovered I could do it pretty well as I had been practicing this for about a month. I got to the point where the tone coincided with a vibration I felt coming from my feet working its way up my legs. The tone was very high at this point and to be honest I got a little scared as to what might happen. So, I stopped and promised I would do it again tomorrow when my wife was there to watch me to make sure nothing bad happened.

The Meeting: OLYMPUS DIGITAL CAMERA

The date 12-5-11.

I woke up extremely early to find anything about raising this tone I was controlling in my head; I couldn’t find it anywhere, just nonsense declaring tinn itus was the cause of the ringing. After a few hours, I started watching the Pleadians again and really paying close attention to details as to what they were talking about. “Look within; you are everything; we are all connected,” and a whole lot of other things. They even had something in there about spinning in circles 30 times a day to align your chakras. I thought, “OK, if it is going to bring me to the point of truth I’m going to spin in circles 90 times.” During the day I did this and I remember almost getting sick from spinning so much. My wife called and said she was about 4 hours away, so I go back to YouTube to see what else I could come up with to make this happen tonight. I was ready.

She got home around 8:00 that night and we had some quiet time together and I told her my plans for the night. She’s like, “yeah ok, have you been watching YouTube all weekend”? I told her, “yes”, and I put on one of the Pleadian’s movies called Ascension.pleadian ascension The sound of the woman’s voice was putting us to sleep and as I was laying there I was trying to make the tone go up and down. At some point the woman’s voice catches my attention and it seemed as if she was talking directly to me. This freaked me out and It was time to go to sleep, so I hopped out of bed and turned off the video. It was around 10:00 at night; I gave my wife a kiss and told her good night. I laid my head down on my pillow and began to listen to the tone in my head, leaving all other thoughts behind. As the tone got higher and higher I began to feel my feet wobble from side to side working its way up my legs; the tone was getting so intense, but I keep repeating to myself— I want to know the truth. I want to know the truth. The wobbling overcame my entire body and I could not believe how loud and piercing the tone had become. I thought about stopping for a second, then I said for the last time, “Give me the truth” and suddenly it felt as if my mind was going to explode.

 

tumblr_mir3abImYu1s68un8o8_250My forehead seemed to open up like a zipper going all the way down my body. An enormous amount of light seemed to be pouring into and out of my forehead going down to my heart. My body jerked one last time as I was shot out of it and I seemed to be in space just above the earth.

 

B1OrDDbIYAEqnGYI could not see the earth, just a blue glow from behind me. I looked off to my left and there was this shimmering energy field of beautiful colors, but mostly turquoise, that was changing shapes like a sheet blowing in the wind. This energy some might call an angel or what would appear to be an angel, but nothing like I had expected. She was speaking to me but without sound or words. “Welcome,” she said,” I am glad you made it here. I have much to share with you.” I had this feeling as if she was telling me to look off to my right and in the distance I could see multiple, probably 7 or so, similar shimmering energy fields and I had this feeling of connection to them as if I knew them, but for some reason I felt as if I was not able to talk to them at this point. They all seemed to be very happy I was there; I got this feeling of them being proud. As I looked back to my left she asked me if I was ready. I said yes of course and our two energy fields became one and we shot of into the stars.

It didn’t take very long and I remembered after passing through the light it became very dark. I felt as if I was in school with her, floating in front of a visual galaxy blackboard of our solar system that she was swiping information across for me to take in. I was being shown about numbers and how they build everything we see. They connect everything and how shapes are related in the geometry of life. There was a lot more to this lesson, but I don’t really remember all of it. I was being a little pushy, and said I already knew about all this stuff from all the research I had been doing.

Then, she asked me if I would like to see more and my response was “oh yeah!” It was very exciting to me and all my worries and doubts about this world were gone and I was immersed into this new one; I was feeling great. I did not realize it yet but my ego was about to be crushed to smithereens. This time it seemed as if we were headed directly to the center of the galaxy and when we stopped I could not believe what I was seeing: THIS PART HAS BEEN BLOCKED IN MY MIND but the feeling of shock and disbelief vibrated through me. We went back to the galaxy blackboard after I settled down and this time class was geometry. I felt like I was in first grade again but the displays were 1000 times better looking. First, there was a sphere and it was spinning and had waves of light in it. Next, there was a triangle with a solid red border and a pattern swirling down into the center. Then, she took two opposing pyramid tetrahedrons and put them together creating a Merkaba. I had seen this before but this time I listened focused. The tetrahedrons were spinning and creating a huge sphere that was creating a vortex. (I later discovered this is known as a toroidal field.) I got the feeling she was telling me that’s who I am and that is how we are all here, because of these shapes but I couldn’t put it all together yet. “Ready for more?” she says. I said I want to see it all as I smiled.

At the time I didn’t realize that the class was to show me how to remain stable for my journey out of, and back to reality and I brushed it aside. The beginning of the class was boring and I already knew about, what I thought was important, was just a small fraction to the whole. I’m realizing now my journey would have been less traumatic on myself and my heart if I would have just paid attention. The purpose of the class was to keep me and my heart balanced during the trip. I didn’t do that and I went way out and slung back into reality with great force. That caused me to feel disconnected when I returned. After watching this video. that I just came across nearly three years later, I feel like smacking myself and my ego across the face.

The void: tumblr_n1odidx8Wq1s68un8o1_500

This time we shoot off and after a little while the lights fade away and it is completely dark. We get to a point where there was no light in any direction. I remember feeling completely alone; the feeling that my spirit had left me out here to die. This was the worst feeling I had ever experienced. There was nothing: no thought, no light, no time and no memories,.. Blank… void… just imagine nothing… yeah, it’s a lot worse than that. There is no telling how long that lasted but at some point I thought to myself “am I dead?” The very next thought was, no… I cannot be dead because I just had a thought and asked myself a question. Then off in the distance I saw this little spec of light like a dot and as it got closer I could see it was a tetrahedron spinning and rotating in the center in all directions. As it spun I noticed my thoughts were controlling the speed of the rotation. I still truly believed I was dead, but I knew I did not want to be. I started screaming….. “I don’t want to be dead,” but, there was no sound. Then I noticed the tetrahedrons started to bounce. I screamed louder and louder and waves appeared as the tetrahedron started bouncing faster and harder; the waves grew larger and larger flowing from the center and flowing out in all directions creating sound. On these waves were cubes like snap shots in time of my existence up to that point. As I started to remember where I came from I could see the fractals in a spiral motion begin to manifest, but these were not just what I was thinking at the time these were all possible existences from any choice I could have made from that point in time. From there I could see color starting to form with a mixture of blacks and whites and as each experience was made the more shades of each color began to emerge from the fractals.

At this point I am joined with my soul and we begin to have a very long and intense discussion. “Now do you understand?” she asks me. I was confused but realized at the same time what was happening. She told me that I had to experience death to understand life. After going through all of this she asks, “Do you want to be a part of the light or a part of the nothingness?” I screamed as loud as I could, “I want to be a part of the light” and at that very moment all my possibilities of this life exploded out from the singularity that I had just created. I was reborn. We head towards the light coming from my singularity. Some more information was given to me, but I cannot remember it at this time. Remember there were no words just this feeling of communication. As I think back now, she wasn’t asking me to be a part of the light, she wasn’t asking me if I wanted to be dead or alive. She was explaining that I am all there is death and life.

We were now traveling from my new found singularity back to this universe’s singularity. I thought to myself “there can’t be an end if there is no beginning; our spirit never truly dies.” I felt connected to everything in the universe. If this is the case, does this mean we are In a Never Ending Story of evolution and de-evolution choosing whatever reality we wish? In this Universe I believe this is true; we reincarnate here until we are ready for the next step of evolution, to the multi-verse. I remember being in the singularity of this universe and being asked if I would like to finish here and continue on to the next evolutionary step. I was given a choice to take this knowledge and move on to the next step in evolution or go back. Without hesitation, I said take me back if there is no death and we decide what we want to do I want to go back and finish my life in this reality that has already been started. I could only think of my wife, my children, my family, and friends. And I wanted to finish it and live out my reality that I was living but with this new knowledge. My answer: I would like to finish this life/this reality and bring as many spirits/souls to evolve with me to the next level in this endless cycle. This is when I was shot back up into the spiraling fractals to the singularity of our galaxy; at this point I was given more information and asked if there was anything I wish to change. I asked, “Can I change anything?” She answered, “yes.” I was still in disbelief, so I said I want to be, a rock star, and at that moment the life as a rock star flew before my eyes in a split second and I was not very happy with the outcome. It was exciting, but ended very badly, so I said scratch that idea. She asked, “Would you like to change anything about yourself?” I said “Sure, I want to be the physical size my wife is attracted to the most” and she said “done.” There were a few more things, but I will keep those to myself. I just wanted to go back and experience the rest of my life and be there for my wife and our kids. I told her I was going to inform the other spirits/souls and I remember her telling me not to preach it to them, just give them information when they asked for it or make it available for them when they are ready to receive it. I must have forgotten about that one for a while. Laughing out load

Off we went back into the next singularity of the solar system “The sun.” where she told me that I would become my wife and my wife would become me. I started screaming “No…” as we fell back to earth’s singularity. I remember there was a lot of laughing between us and she told me not to worry, it wasn’t how I imagined it; I would inherit all of my wife’s traits and perspective and she would inherit mine. We would share them between each other as one. There was a lot of laughing. Now we were at earth’s singularity, that is when I experienced an enormous feeling of euphoria, joy, and love that surrounds us all. I felt connected to everything on the planet. Let me tell you here, at each singularity of the toroidal field you’re in, you are connected to everything in that toroidal field and you feel everything, all emotions, good and bad.

Before I knew it, I was back in my physical body as the tone started to get lower and the wobble in my body slowed and stopped soon after. I awoke with such energy and excitement; my heart was racing at a very high rate. My wife was lying there next to me and I told her (what seemed as another language or tongue I asked her if she could understand me and she said yes, but this quickly faded in a matter of seconds) what had just happened, she was in disbelief because not even five minutes had passed. She became very concerned because of how fast my heart was beating. I told her not to worry because I was in control and could slow it down. That is when I took a few deep breaths and lowered my heart rate and as I was doing this everything that had just happened to me was playing over in my head and it was just too much information for my brain to believe. I ended up passing out and it felt exactly like when I thought I was dead out in the black void. There I was, back with my soul/spirit and I was told that I would have to forget some of the information that was given to me because my mind was not accepting it, but not to worry because as time passed I would remember. So I tried to forget just enough to stay alive, but I wanted to remember the most important things. This went on all night, passing out and waking up as I tried to fall back sleep. My mind was in overdrive with all of the new found information and trying to figure out how to best process it. The next morning I woke up and rushed to work not even knowing the depth of what had just happened to me. I turned on the radio about halfway there and this song came on, it was the very first time I had ever heard it and I remember feeling my soul with me, singing to me, holding me… it was so intense I just broke down and started balling. My body is getting MAD chills right now just thinking about it.

I had to forget a lot, but every week or two, I would remember a little more… I lost sixty pounds after the first two months I was back and have maintained this weight only going up or down by five pounds difference. My wife loves my new look and I see the world with a new set of eyes. I have perspective of all and the oneness we share, it fluctuates to the perspective that I need to see at the time of the experience. I now feel as if everyone is a reflection of my true self and I’m a reflection of theirs. It is a constant dance of ying and yang in this duality we currently live in but somehow I feel as if this will change soon.

It has been a little over three years and I now remember most of what happened that night. The stuff that I can’t remember gives me this feeling as if I was to remember I would no longer be able to exist here in this reality, I am the one blocking my memories. That is why I started this blog to remember and to awaken others so we can all move forward together.

It has been one week since I started this blog and I have gained more memories of what happened that night in this one week than all of the memories of the entire three years. I have had my moments and it seems as if I need to fight this urging feeling to leave or go back home, so I can continue my journey here with my loved ones. It is extremely difficult because deep down I know this is all an illusion/dream created for us to learn and experience our self/God/Universe/Source from all perspectives and that there really isn’t a home, just different perspectives of all things. I feel as if my perspective as a human being is complete and I’m waiting for everyone to move to the next perspective lesson with me.

We are here to learn love, take care of one another, and to forgive all those that have made us so miserable. They are just playing their part so we can evolve. Once we have evolved here we move on to the next level of evolution/perspective, but I believe this time we keep the knowledge of this universe as we move on to the next, we will only know when we get there, I’m ready to find out, are you?

Until then make someone feel special each day and spread the love. Love is our contribution in the next step of our existence. I love you and we are all connected.

“We are Spiritual Beings having a Human Experience. Learning “remembering” ~Unconditional Love~ in a story we call Life. It’s an Illusion we create from One Mind Thinking and that mind is GOD.”

Jamie at AwakeningOurTruth.com

P.s.
Shannon and I hang out on twitter if you would like to talk with us.

@Awakening2Truth  and @MySoulsVortex

Thank you so very much for your interest in my story and sharing it with someone that may benefit from hearing it. I love you.

Conversation with my Soul and The Great Awakening.

Conversation with my Soul and The Great Awakening. 

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As I lay back in bed, I wonder about Myself and The Universe, I begin to ask myself questions… here is a little bit of the conversation.

Who am I?

We are the Projector – We are the Observer

We are Light being created by the Projector

We are the Hologram created by the Observer

We are the Illusion created by the Projector and the Observer 

Why?

Because we aren’t really here.

Where are We?

We are No-where – We are No-thing

We are THOUGH

But from where?

The Past and Future

We Are in the Singularity

What is that?

The Center of Everything……

How can that be?

A Bubble of Consciousness

Well, what is consciousness?

The Echoes of all your possibilities Past and Future of  Everything and No-thing

Returning to each other…. for a moment, to make a  choice.

What are they choosing?

Love or Fear and whether or not to do it all over again! If they choose Love they move forward, if they choose Fear they move backwards to do it over again.

How do they choose?

Their Frequency, but there really isn’t a choice as every choice has happened.

That doesn’t make any sense… that would mean Nothing really Matters.

Yes and No

Nothing matters to One but everything matters to Other.

Who is the One doing the choosing?

You, Me, We…. understand?

Who are you?

I am your opposite…. and at this moment we are merging together as we cross paths in the center of the Vortex…. We are all beginning to remember each other. We are starting to come into alignment and as we do, we will get to see each others perspectives in all aspects of our experiences.

This is the Great Awakening and I have missed you. 

As I wipe the tears from my eyes, It hits me…… I realize why we are in this cycle of duality…… We Fear losing Love

Then I remember, it was all just a dream.

~Jamie H.

Dimensional Shifting

During my Awakening I was able to see/feel everything from each different perspective of life and these are what I felt in this order. If you would like to read about my story that goes into detail, I have posted it here. If you have any questions I will try my hardest to answer them the best I can. Just leave a comment or message me on Twitter.

3-D Your Physical Perspective
4-D Your non-physical Perspective
5-D Perceiving all your Possibilities
6-D Earth’s Perspective
7-D Solar Perspective
8-D Galactic Perspective
9-D Universal Perspective
10-D The Void – No perspective
11-D Multiverse/Atom/The One or God Perspective
12-2-D is the looping back through you – Innate Perspective

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http://awakeningourtruth.com/ click any image and it will take you directly to My Kundalini Awakening Story…. The beginning of us or I have made videos if you would rather listen, they are at the bottom of the page or you can click here: Kundalini-Awakening-Video to go straight to them.

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Happy Awakening Everyone and thank you so much for liking & sharing this. It really feels good to know people are interested in this 🙂

 

Tash from MetaSouls.org goes into detail about it in a few of these videos.


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How to Channel Your Higher Self

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How to Channel Your Higher Self

Your higher self is a fancy way of referring to the dimensions of who you are beyond your typically constricted everyday experience of who you are. While you know yourself as a name, a gender, an age, as coming from a certain family, living within a certain society and culture, etc., those attributes are like pieces in a wardrobe or components of an outfit that you are wearing over your soul, but they are not actually who you are.

There are layers of the higher self, but for the purpose of simplicity, the higher self could be understood as your own wisest and most in-tune spiritual identity; the part of you who knows and who loves. The higher self has also been described as being able to see a wider scope of a situation than what you are capable of being aware of from the exclusively human level. So how can you find and cultivate the channel to your higher self? Here are 5 simple practices that can help:

Listen to Your Pain

– Not to start off on a bad note, but rather to start off with the simplest form of guidance that is always flowing to us from the higher self that we may be ignoring before we attempt to spread our wings out any further into the cosmos. Pain is a messenger from our higher self or our true total self to us that we are not in alignment with who we really are- whether that be anger, anxiety, fear, sadness, etc. Physical pain, too, in our bodies, is sending us a signal that something is out of alignment and the energy is not flowing fully or naturally. Pain is the first and most simple built in mechanism we have to keep us in alignment. Therefore, tune in when you feel pain on any level physically or emotionally and tend to it. It is a useful message from the higher self and is the first indication of an unmet soul need.

Get Lost in the Moment

– In this third dimensional reality, we are experiencing our existence through the filter of our space-time perceptions, yet we know that time is actually an illusion. We, though experiencing the illusion of time, are not trapped inside the bounds of time. Our key to unlock the inherent timelessness of existence is in our joy. It is said that our excitement is the beacon of our higher self- like a lighthouse always shining the signal of our truth to us. When we follow what is exciting to us, we are responding to our bodies’ physical sensation of the vibration of who we truly are, and in that loving, blissful sensation, we become lost and time escapes us. When we are lost in the moment and do not experience that time has transpired, it LITERALLY has not transpired for us. During that time we do not age. Some people will understand this and some will not, and that is ok. Yet in these moments, as often as we allow them, we are one with our higher self, fully integrated with all of ourselves.

Use Your Imagination

– It has been said that the mind can either be a faithful servant or a powerful master, and this is true. The mind is meant to support and manifest our soul’s purpose, though it often is conditioned and programmed in ways that cause it to be our greatest enemy. The simplest way to open the channel in our minds between us and our higher selves is to actively use our imagination. If we do not know how something will look, all we must do is imagine how it could look, how it could feel, what it would be like. The amazing thing is that the mind does not know the difference between that which is real and that which is imagined. It is through our imagination that the higher mind can download and send information to us. If you can picture a tube opening up that links the higher you to the immediate you every time you are imagining, that would be pretty accurate. To receive guidance, insights, inspiration, and downloads, use your imagination.

Relax

– Information exchange between our physical minds and our higher minds is happening all the time but, like a body of water, it is difficult to decipher or receive these messages until the waters of the mind and the heart are still and calm. When we are in peace and calm, we are in a state of non-resistance. It is only by being in a state of non-resistance that we are completely open, malleable and able to receive. Once we are open, the information, impressions and connection can really set in and be palpable. However you relax, whether that is though showers or baths, meditation, breathing exercises, dancing, gardening, or anything else, it is imperative to relax in order to connect with the higher self.

Intention

– ‘Energy flows where intention goes’ was one of the first things I was ever taught in healing classes because it is by our intention that we literally create the design by which energy will unfold. You have to understand that we live in a quantum universe and LITERALLY whatever you say, whatever you intend, will be. Abracadabra. It’s as simple as that. You must shape the energy you put forth with your intention. If you intend to be united, integrated, the embodiment of your higher self, intend it to be so and in no unclear terms. Be in touch with that frequency, how it feels, envision it and speak it. Then, release it and simply allow it to be so, because it will be.

You Already Are Your ‘Higher Self’- From our perspective of consciousness, we often delineate the many dimensions one from the other, the many layers of our energetic field as separate ideas and things, and the higher self as another whole entity relative to us. In actuality, this is not so. We are already fully and seamlessly connected and aligned with our own whole and elevated state of being, it is simply a matter of relaxing, tuning into our natural feelings and the signals built into us and allowing ourselves to be the total embodiment of the ‘higher-self’, which is to say the true self- who we really are.

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Reposted from: Earth. We are one | by Laura Weber

An Energetic Experience in the larger reality

Namaste, fellow consciousness explorers!

Those of you familiar with Tom Campbell’s book & lectures on his “My Big TOE” theory will understand what I was trying to accomplish in perceiving a “larger reality”. Here’s a meaningful experience that I had mid-October 2014. As a preface, I will try to abbreviate all phenomena of astral projection, lucid dreaming, etc. as Non Physical Reality (NPR).

It’s common for me to have active energy systems while in the NPR body. The best way I can explain this is that I do a lot of chakra energy meditations & visualizations. In NPR, I can see my own as well as other entities’ chakra system and the general health of that system by exclaiming “Chi” and focusing. In fact, in one experience of NPR, I was able to discern a succubus with this method who was trying to siphon energy into her own system which was missing a few chakra. Unique to my own practice, I fly by energizing the Manipura (solar plexus chakra of willpower). It’s similar to inhaling and focusing on the area, which allows me to lift like a balloon (though infinitely more agile) and then maneuver how I wish.

So, on to the experience. Please excuse my rambling personal insights mixed into the story.

I awoke to vibrations and tried to separate, but was stuck in my physical body, so I relaxed more and made a concentrated mental effort. I projected into a different home/apartment building than my own and using William Buhlman’s coined phrase, I exclaimed “Higher self now!” to ground the experience and open to my true self. This was something I’ve never done before, but I am proficient enough to regularly exclaim “clarity/vividity now” and several other commonly used NPR terms, but had decided that it was worth a try after listening to some of Campbell’s TOE lectures online. As an aside, I believe the throat chakra to be extremely powerful in NPR. It’s rare that speaking my will out loud has not produced my immediate intent or failed to produce any result of some kind.

Reaching out with my mind, I wanted to experience the larger reality and I ended up in a mall-like building made up of several smaller spaces or “shops”. Each with different contents and separate purposes all housed inside a larger building.

This experience lasted for a very long time. It felt even longer than the longest lucid dream I’ve had, which has been significantly long. I’m mid-thirties now, and I’ve been lucid dreaming since childhood, so I can comfortably say that I’ve done this kind of thing for over 25 years. This experience felt like hours, though. It was so long that I became aware of the fact that I might not remember everything, but I just couldn’t end the experience. I wanted to explore.

I’ve never had much trouble getting around in NPR, but in this new, “larger reality” my first attempt was awkward and it took a few tries to figure out how to get around. Basically, the realization of “Oh yeah, I’m still not physical” while in the NPR state was all I needed to ground the situation. I see that awkwardness or obstacle as an adjustment to a deeper, inner level of awareness. I don’t anticipate needing the same adjustment next time, but it was surprising in hind-sight since I don’t recall ever having trouble getting around NOR.

I began to walk around this “mall” and explored for awhile. Basically, I was walking around trying to figure out what the place really was and what all the local “shops” were for. I met lots of entities and my internal perception was seeing all different kinds of alien races much like a stereotypical Sci-Fi “universal mall” would appear on film with lots of colorful characters.

One particular entity was awesome to talk to. Surprisingly, he was in the role of a bartender and as I approached I said “Namaste.” to him and bowed slightly. This was also something I’ve never done in NPR, but for some reason I felt compelled to show him respect. He smiled at this and said something to the effect of “I see you are open.” and was excited to talk, like it doesn’t happen often that he gets to converse with people here. I found that odd, because despite being a bartender in a crowded room, he didn’t have any customers seated on the bar stools.

I introduced myself and that I was from Earth. He talked about the “mall” and how its visual appearance was the way I was able to perceive or process the larger reality right now at this moment. The “bartender” was full of wisdom and told me about the other inhabitants, kind of like a tour guide. Talking with him was the largest part of my experience and unfortunately, I don’t remember all that he said because of the length of the experience, but the psychic and empathic tones of his message are still bright in my mind today.

There were two particularly loathsome looking entities near an area where people were playing a game (some version of pool/billiards) that reminded me of a fat, bloated, blob-ish version of Gollum from “The Lord of The Rings”. The bartender told me about them and that they were repugnant. I went to watch the game being played, and as I was observing the game, the blob-ish creatures came near and were trying to draw energy from me. I wasn’t afraid, and didn’t even feel a basic pity for them. However, I was now aware of their repugnance first-hand and that it was their way of being – nothing more, nothing less. Like an animal eating another animal, that was their food, the energy of others. However, it felt that they weren’t technically supposed to be doing that here, hence the bartender’s aversion to them.

I held out my right hand as if to tell them to approach no further, when I noticed there was white light coming from my palm and shining on the creatures. I am, of course, aware of hand chakra energy, but this experience was unique because I had never perceived their energy in this manner before. I turned my hand over and saw an exquisite circular seal with designs and runes inscribed all around it in light, slowly rotating around my palm. Perhaps it was Hebrew or Sanskrit. Definitely something similar to it, though I don’t read those languages. Putting my palm back out to them, white hand chakra energy came from it and repelled them. It was at this moment that I was awakened to my inner energies and was able to remember how to will myself to fly and go places in the “mall” with the speed of my intention.

I began popping in and out of different places in the mall, enjoying the rediscovered inner power, but time was drawing to a close and I could feel it. Somehow, I just knew it was time for me to leave and as I began to, I approached an exit corridor. A “T” junction on its side, having 4 doors. One door that I just stepped through to get here, on my right was a double door exit, and ahead was another path and door. I left through the double doors but was immediately drawn to come back inside. I turned and frantically opened one of the double doors, afraid that I was missing something and at that very moment of opening the door, I was met by an old “usher”. She had a warm smile and short grey hair and welcomed me back, saying that someone was waiting for me. She pointed in the direction of the path and door in the “T” junction which I hadn’t gone through before I left.

When I looked in that direction, I saw another entity that I immediately knew somehow and was filled with a glorious, warm, all consuming light and love. I couldn’t make out her form, only this loving energy. This somehow familiar, but definitely female entity asked me if this was my true form. Filling myself with as much joy and energy as I could, I floated and glowed brightly saying “yes” and showing her my higher self. She showed me her form was a small white ape-like creature with blue eyes. I picked her up, began petting and hugging her tightly. There was so much joy and happiness!

Then it was time for me to leave and the experience ended, fading from that bright, glorious, loving presence.

Thanks, Jamie, for allowing me to share this wonderful experience! If you wish to follow my daily ramblings, find me on twitter @CosmicLo7us

Lucid Dreaming and Astral Projection

How can I have a Lucid dream or Astral projection?

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This is probably the most frequently asked question I get. First off we should probably explain the definitions:

Lucid dreaming occurs when you are dreaming and are aware that you are in fact dreaming. Once you become lucid (aware) in your dream, you can control all of the dream characters, albeit with some practice. You can fly in a lucid dream, go out with Brad Pitt/Angelina Jolie, go hang gliding, or even shape shift into a cat and see what that’s like. Knock yourself out (you can even do that!). You’re only limited by your imagination.

Astral projection, or out of body experiences, occur when your soul or consciousness leaves your body and enters a realm known as the astral plane. This is not the dream plane. This is an entirely different place, and it’s definitely not Kansas!

Comparison

Let’s compare lucid dreaming and astral projection so that you’ll see how distinctly separate these two experiences are.

In lucid dreaming:
•You are asleep
•Your experience is a dream
•Your location is whereever you wish it to be (desert, ocean, future, past, mom’s house, etc.)
•Your consciousness is still inside your body
•You can control the environment and characters
•When the experience is over, you simply wake up

In astral projection:
•You awaken, then you project
•Your experience is real
•Your experience begins in your bedroom, or wherever your body is
•Your consciousness is outside of your body, and your body is left with none
•You can manipulate your environment in the astral realm (somewhat), but you cannot control the actions of the inhabitants of the astral plane.
•When the experience is over, you return to your body and merge your consciousness back into it

Do you have to know how to lucid dream in order to astral project?

No. You could potentially learn astral projection without ever learning lucid dreaming. There are some people who can simply lay down on a couch and in a couple of minutes totally separate out of their body. It’s difficult, but possible. The skill of being able to project your consciousness out of your body is something that can be practiced to a point where you could potentially leave your body while dining at a restaurant or sitting in a movie theater. However, I can definitely say that being an accomplished lucid dreamer will help you learn astral projection.

I recall one experience where I laid down on my bed to take an afternoon nap and immediately, instantly, went out of body. I literally thought I had died because it was the first time I astral projected from a totally awake, not-coming-out-of-sleep state. I stood there looking down at my body thinking, “Holy hell-in-a-handbasket, Batman! What just happened?” It was trippy and unnerving and I just got right back into my body. Fear of death will do that to you.

How can we use the skill of lucid dreaming to facilitate an astral experience?

Mastering the art of lucid dreaming comes with a great side effect. You learn how to wake your mind up while keepingyour body asleep. And that is a skill you need for conscious astral projection. In order to separate out your consciousness from its shell – your body – you need to learn how to move your consciousness out of your body andinto your astral vehicle, as it’s called. Your astral vehicle is simply your astral body. Think of it like putting your consciousness into a ghostly body. It’s not quite that simple, but it will do for now. So once you’ve become a master at keeping your body asleep while your mind is totally awake and conscious, you’re halfway there.

So how does astral projection take place?

The best and easiest way to learn how to astral project is to learn lucid dreaming first. Listen to my podcast for tips on how to do that. What you want to do is end your lucid dream with the intent to astral project. As you wake up, you’ll notice your body is totally paralyzed for a few moments. This is to prevent you from acting out your dream. In this state, you want to raise your vibration (you might hear a high-pitched whine or feel a buzzing in your body), and then stretch your astral body out of your physical body. It will feel like you’re moving your physical body. It’s supposed to!! This is because you are leaving your body – all of you is leaving your body – and so it will feel like you are simply stretching out and standing up. But when you look down, you’ll see your body still lying on the bed.

A lot of people make the mistake of thinking they simply cast their awareness outside of their body and experience a dual consciousness, or imagine they are getting up out of their body. No. When you successfully leave your body, it will feel like all of you is standing up while your body is still lying on your bed. You will not feel like you’re still lying in bed. You will not feel like you’re dreaming. You will literally feel like you got out of bed and are standing beside it. You will look down at your body and recognize it but you will not feel your arms lying on the covers, you will not feel your head on the pillow. You will only see it. You may feel a pull or tug, however. This is your astral cord trying to get you back into your body where you feel safe, because let me tell you, the first dozen times you go astral you will want to get back into your body right quick!! Get as far away from your body as fast as you can and the tugging sensation will dissipate rapidly. When you’re ready to go back to your body, just think about it and your cord will snap you back. If you get into any trouble out there, call for the angels or your spirit guides to help you. They’ll get you back where you belong.

Other tidbits you need to know

Sometimes I will be having a lucid dream followed by a false awakening where I will dream that I am astral projecting. That’s not an astral projection. Still a dream. If Brad Pitt shows up in your astral experience, you’re just dreaming. Sometimes I will actually begin to have an astral experience but not make it fully out of my body. So frustrating. If my will is not strong enough to get out of my body, I will often snap into a lucid dream very quickly. Not astral, but still a cool experience.

Sometimes people successfully go astral but don’t leave their body! What a waste of a great experience. In this case you vibrate your frequency high enough to get out but you don’t actually stretch out of your body and go anywhere. I’ve done this many, many times. You are in an astral state, you are plugged in to the astral realm, but you simply aren’t going anywhere. In this state, you may attract the attention of some entities who may not be very nice, who will come and look at you, or talk to you, or try to suck your energy away. I wouldn’t let them.

In still other cases, there are beings who can separate your astral body from your corporeal body for you. Some of them are nice, and others are not so nice. If you have friends who are good at astral projection, they can come and encourage you to leave your body. This is so very tricky and requires some precision timing, but it can be done if you’re all really serious about it.

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Here is a video to help

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